saw him 4 d first tym in class 5......!! yeah...a new admission was he...(i've been in d same skul since class 1)!..er...a tall guy....a vry tall one....wid bubbly chubbly cheeks..(thoh it dusnt suit guys 2 have dose typa cheeks....it suited him well..) believe me..!! he was fair..(shudnt i make it clear he was a north indian?) yeah..he was one.....JAYESH SINGH......!!! yeah...dat was him....ma crush....d first one...!!
we hardly spoke 2 each oder..(obviously...cuz we had 3 sections frm classes 6 to 8..nd me...i was in A....nd himself....was in B..in all d 3 classes.)...till we came 2 class 9...(1 of d most butiful moments of ma lyf....class 9!)
yeah....der was he...der was me...in d same class.....
introducing new characters here.....puja( a frnd of mine....nd a gr8 frnd of his..)
priya...(presently ....d 1 wud give ma life away 4......d best frnd of mine...nd den...d gal jayesh was teased wid...by evryone..)
himanshu singh..(u wud cum 2 know aba him later....:)...a gr8 gr8 frnd of his...at dat tym....nd d class leader too....nd so was i....d gals's leader.)
reddy.....( d best..best frnd of mine now......thoh he was just a mere frnd den)
amiya..(again...a new admission....a vry tall..nd a xtremely fair gal.......!!!weighing sum 70's or 80's....haha!!)
yeah...it was d lunch tym..!!..believe me guys....d most wonderful things r shared nd felt in d lunch brk in schools....!! ders a balcony out der..a wonderful place evry1 luved 2 stand in...
puja nd jayesh.....wer having a fight lyk..."i'll tell her...dat u lyk her..." ...nd jayesh ....behind her....holding her hands nd telling her..."u shudnt...u shudnt tell her...plzz..."
der was me den...........wondering wats goin on.........i asked puja.."kya baat hai?"
she was lyk......dis fellow lyk a gal of ua class........( guyzz....plzz.....dunt guess who she was...u'll lose d thrill...as i had....d tym she told me d thing.....i luvvvvvvvvv learning secrets nd keeping dem widin me....) yeah ...nd she replied.."ask him uaself....it may be priya....or amiya...or ...." she stopped..!!
er.i was lyk...."shud i ask him.....? i hadnt spoken 2 him since 9th started......nd it's been almost a whole month...wat if i satrted talking 2 him....dis...being d vry first topic..."who's d lucky 1 u lyk in d class?...
yea.....i went on..."er...jayesh....who was puja talking abt?"...be frank..its amiya right????????;)"
he was lyk..."ghosh...dont tel me she told u...."
"o'corze she did....dats y m asking ya..."
"ah..! cummon...........t'is not a big deal...4get it..."
(actually.evry1 believed it was amiya.....wid whom we mostly found him.....kinda flirting)
yeah...lemme tell ya d location wer dis convo was goin on.......
i d lunch tym...on d entance of d class......both of us...leaning on either sides....of d wall...
yeah......trrrrrriiinnnnnnnngggggg.....d bell rang........it was free.....d 6th prd......me nd himanshu....d class leaders of corzee.....wer gettin redy 2 mind d class.....wen jayesh came along....nd stood on ma place..(i mean d entrance here....
"dats ma place...i stand der evryday..!!"..
"yeah......stand beside me..u'll luv it more...." he said....!!
i was lyk....went off......nd sat in ma place...wen he called me frm d door.."hey anuja...cum here cum here...m goin.."
der was himanshu standing.....minding d class...while me nd jayesh....talking lyk neva b4....we hardly felt it was our first chat..!
i came 2 him....wen he said..."i want an autogaph of urs......"
i was lyk..."yeah? whoww...pen ..pen..paper.???"( 'corze...was wondering wat was rong wid dis guy...2 have ma autograph...!!)
he was lyk........"not on d paper...i want it on ma palm..."
(believe me guys.ma heart went dhukk dhukk wen he said so..donno y....but i kept cool....)...i said..."yeah...dusnt matter....gimme d marker den...."
"not now.........its library d nxt prd....wud u return 2 d class earlier after its over?"
ma heart was beating even faster..........i mn...i cudnt get him actually...i said.."yeah...i'll try to....if u want none 2 see me giving ma autograph on yor palm..."
"thnx......." he said.........
again...........trrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg............d bell rang again......it was LIBRARY....d 7th prd...
yeah.....d best place in d school.......(thnx 2 him 2 make it one....)
d way we sat down in d library hall....it was lyk......i sat nxt 2 him...(der was no other option...i ws helpless....dat was only empty seat der...) i sat wid a book.....covering ma head....nd he had his...
suddenly..."u wanna know who she is...?"
"eh??????" i asked..........still wondering..!
"er........puja? d gal? our class????"
"yeah...whoaa...r u gonna tell me? dats so sweet of ya...go on...i cant wait..."
"he was lyk....not so easily....hang on.........i'll write her name 2 u......"
"yeah...wateva....i cant wait long....so...quick..." i kinda ordered him 2 b quick..!!!
yeah..........he gave me d bit of paper..........as small as 3x3 cm in size....!!
hmm........dis was it....
first letter A..
last letter A..
no. of letters....5...
dis was d bit of paper i received...nd after opening it.....i was lyk....4 got it was a library hall...nd shouted...."i told ya....i told ya it was AMIYA........nd u refused.....hummppphhh!!!"
er........nd he was lyk....staring at me...........lyk...d teacher staring at 5th grade student wen he dusnt know wat is 1+1....!!!
"nd wat does yor name start frm? hw many letters do u have in yor name?"
.......................................................................................................................
ghosssssh........dinno wat 2 say........ma mouth....wide open....eyes....rounder nd rounder.....staring at him......!!!
he was lyk......"k now....close yor mouth nd comlete reading d book..."
i was lyk..."ya ya....ok ok......but dont tell me dat d gal u lyk is..........er.....yeah?????"
" told ya.ma'm is watching us...nd u...dumbhead..it's a library...better keep quite...."
er..........wat else shud i tell him now.....?:P
i dint know watw as goin on...........!! seriously.....!!!again...it was d trrrrrrriiiinnnngg.....
we wnet 2 d classrooms..........nd it was science....nd gss d last prd was maths....or sumthing...don remeber xactly....d unwanted things......!!!
it was offschool....."jayesh ...bye yaar....."
"bubbyeee.............don 4get 2 gimme yor autograph 2moro.....on ma palms.wen ders no1 around...alright?"
"ya ya.we'll see 2moro..........byee.....:)" wat esle cud have i said 2 him?
d nxt day..........believe me guys......i've neva blushed lyk dat b4......i mean.....on dat day....evry tym i see him.....he used 2 stare at me........lyk.....his eyes.....kept on asking 4 d autgraph.....!!
"u wont find a tym wen ders no1 around......so....gimme yor book......i'll give ya ma autograph..."
"yeah right? y d hell do u think i asked 4 it on ma palm...........?"
i stared at him again........nd asked.."..er....whoott???? u've got sum intension 4 dat too?"
"hahaa........gud dat u knew it atleast now.......wen r giving me? i cant wait"
"ah..!cummon jayesh.........:) u must be kidding.."
"m not..!!! i do want it frm ya.........nd m quite sure u'll give it 2 me 1 day r d oder......widout my asking 4 it..."
":)...." yeah....i smiled...nd dint feel lyk saying anything against dat...
tym went on..........no one cud guess hw close we became after a few days.......it was lyk......a butiful relationship wid him........dat of a frnd's.....a best frnd's.....a crush's....nd a lot more..........
luved 2 c his face evryday...........!!
ndd er was he...himself......staring at me......evrytym...........in d brk....during d class hours.....wen i enter d classroom......nd in d lunch tym....wen me...priya....jayesh and reddy had our lunch 2geder....!
we spent d most butiful tyms of our life..........just 3 or 4 months.........but........dose days....wid him.....i probably go outta words 2 describe dem.....oww....i misss him a hell lot.....seriously........damn a lot.....!!!:(
december 21........d last day i met him......he was going.....yeah....d bloody transfer......:(
nd 24th.........we wer leaving 4 our native......!!! dis was 4 him......wrote it in d train.....wen i missd him lyk neva b4...........a poem.....d vry first poem i wrote........in ma class 9......( dunt laugh at d simplicity of d poem guys...........it.....thoh......it...means a lot 2 me.............a lot!!!)
how shall i start...
2 say abt d one very smart...
hu took evry bit of ma heart...
almost leaving not a single part...
d one who wasnt very gud...
wid whom i used 2 share ma food...
d one.........wen went away....i've wud...
felt very..very..outta mood...
d one who was able...
2 ask 4 ma autograph in his hand...
d moment i think...was d un4gettable...
moment 4 me on land...
the one and d only one...
who proposed me in school...
he was d only one....
nd was den.....very cool...
we had 2geder ..lots of joy...
we had 2geder ..lots of fun...
although we wer a gal nd a boy...
m sure he's just d one...
atlast came d day...
wen i learnt he was gonna go...
which took ma breath away...
wat a moment was dat.....Oh...!
it took me a lot of days...
2 realise he wasnt lying...
thoh he tried 2 make me understnd in many ways...
the moment which left me crying...
wen came dat dreadful day...
wen he was goin away...
i tried in many a way...
but i cudnt help maself say....
"good byee jayesh....."
on december....d 21st day...
yeah......dint tell him a 'bye' either......told him..."njoy yaar...u'll find hell damn hotties der.....in delhi....njoy evry secnd of ur lyf der.........dont give up flirting....remeber...i luvv flirts...."
his last wrds 2 me in school wer......"yeah..will find damn many hotties....wer shall i search der...2 find sum1 lyk u?"
................................................i dint turn back..........i moved on........wish i hadnt...wish i had held his hands....4 d last tym.........................
d unfulfilled wish of his................ma autograph.........yeah....cudnt give him......:(.........
wish i had given him d day he sked me 4 it....:(
jayesh....luv u......as always.....nd 4ever.....nd ever...........!!!
nd i miss u more..........:(
we hardly spoke 2 each oder..(obviously...cuz we had 3 sections frm classes 6 to 8..nd me...i was in A....nd himself....was in B..in all d 3 classes.)...till we came 2 class 9...(1 of d most butiful moments of ma lyf....class 9!)
yeah....der was he...der was me...in d same class.....
introducing new characters here.....puja( a frnd of mine....nd a gr8 frnd of his..)
priya...(presently ....d 1 wud give ma life away 4......d best frnd of mine...nd den...d gal jayesh was teased wid...by evryone..)
himanshu singh..(u wud cum 2 know aba him later....:)...a gr8 gr8 frnd of his...at dat tym....nd d class leader too....nd so was i....d gals's leader.)
reddy.....( d best..best frnd of mine now......thoh he was just a mere frnd den)
amiya..(again...a new admission....a vry tall..nd a xtremely fair gal.......!!!weighing sum 70's or 80's....haha!!)
yeah...it was d lunch tym..!!..believe me guys....d most wonderful things r shared nd felt in d lunch brk in schools....!! ders a balcony out der..a wonderful place evry1 luved 2 stand in...
puja nd jayesh.....wer having a fight lyk..."i'll tell her...dat u lyk her..." ...nd jayesh ....behind her....holding her hands nd telling her..."u shudnt...u shudnt tell her...plzz..."
der was me den...........wondering wats goin on.........i asked puja.."kya baat hai?"
she was lyk......dis fellow lyk a gal of ua class........( guyzz....plzz.....dunt guess who she was...u'll lose d thrill...as i had....d tym she told me d thing.....i luvvvvvvvvv learning secrets nd keeping dem widin me....) yeah ...nd she replied.."ask him uaself....it may be priya....or amiya...or ...." she stopped..!!
er.i was lyk...."shud i ask him.....? i hadnt spoken 2 him since 9th started......nd it's been almost a whole month...wat if i satrted talking 2 him....dis...being d vry first topic..."who's d lucky 1 u lyk in d class?...
yea.....i went on..."er...jayesh....who was puja talking abt?"...be frank..its amiya right????????;)"
he was lyk..."ghosh...dont tel me she told u...."
"o'corze she did....dats y m asking ya..."
"ah..! cummon...........t'is not a big deal...4get it..."
(actually.evry1 believed it was amiya.....wid whom we mostly found him.....kinda flirting)
yeah...lemme tell ya d location wer dis convo was goin on.......
i d lunch tym...on d entance of d class......both of us...leaning on either sides....of d wall...
yeah......trrrrrriiinnnnnnnngggggg.....d bell rang........it was free.....d 6th prd......me nd himanshu....d class leaders of corzee.....wer gettin redy 2 mind d class.....wen jayesh came along....nd stood on ma place..(i mean d entrance here....
"dats ma place...i stand der evryday..!!"..
"yeah......stand beside me..u'll luv it more...." he said....!!
i was lyk....went off......nd sat in ma place...wen he called me frm d door.."hey anuja...cum here cum here...m goin.."
der was himanshu standing.....minding d class...while me nd jayesh....talking lyk neva b4....we hardly felt it was our first chat..!
i came 2 him....wen he said..."i want an autogaph of urs......"
i was lyk..."yeah? whoww...pen ..pen..paper.???"( 'corze...was wondering wat was rong wid dis guy...2 have ma autograph...!!)
he was lyk........"not on d paper...i want it on ma palm..."
(believe me guys.ma heart went dhukk dhukk wen he said so..donno y....but i kept cool....)...i said..."yeah...dusnt matter....gimme d marker den...."
"not now.........its library d nxt prd....wud u return 2 d class earlier after its over?"
ma heart was beating even faster..........i mn...i cudnt get him actually...i said.."yeah...i'll try to....if u want none 2 see me giving ma autograph on yor palm..."
"thnx......." he said.........
again...........trrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg............d bell rang again......it was LIBRARY....d 7th prd...
yeah.....d best place in d school.......(thnx 2 him 2 make it one....)
d way we sat down in d library hall....it was lyk......i sat nxt 2 him...(der was no other option...i ws helpless....dat was only empty seat der...) i sat wid a book.....covering ma head....nd he had his...
suddenly..."u wanna know who she is...?"
"eh??????" i asked..........still wondering..!
"er........puja? d gal? our class????"
"yeah...whoaa...r u gonna tell me? dats so sweet of ya...go on...i cant wait..."
"he was lyk....not so easily....hang on.........i'll write her name 2 u......"
"yeah...wateva....i cant wait long....so...quick..." i kinda ordered him 2 b quick..!!!
yeah..........he gave me d bit of paper..........as small as 3x3 cm in size....!!
hmm........dis was it....
first letter A..
last letter A..
no. of letters....5...
dis was d bit of paper i received...nd after opening it.....i was lyk....4 got it was a library hall...nd shouted...."i told ya....i told ya it was AMIYA........nd u refused.....hummppphhh!!!"
er........nd he was lyk....staring at me...........lyk...d teacher staring at 5th grade student wen he dusnt know wat is 1+1....!!!
"nd wat does yor name start frm? hw many letters do u have in yor name?"
.......................................................................................................................
ghosssssh........dinno wat 2 say........ma mouth....wide open....eyes....rounder nd rounder.....staring at him......!!!
he was lyk......"k now....close yor mouth nd comlete reading d book..."
i was lyk..."ya ya....ok ok......but dont tell me dat d gal u lyk is..........er.....yeah?????"
" told ya.ma'm is watching us...nd u...dumbhead..it's a library...better keep quite...."
er..........wat else shud i tell him now.....?:P
i dint know watw as goin on...........!! seriously.....!!!again...it was d trrrrrrriiiinnnngg.....
we wnet 2 d classrooms..........nd it was science....nd gss d last prd was maths....or sumthing...don remeber xactly....d unwanted things......!!!
it was offschool....."jayesh ...bye yaar....."
"bubbyeee.............don 4get 2 gimme yor autograph 2moro.....on ma palms.wen ders no1 around...alright?"
"ya ya.we'll see 2moro..........byee.....:)" wat esle cud have i said 2 him?
d nxt day..........believe me guys......i've neva blushed lyk dat b4......i mean.....on dat day....evry tym i see him.....he used 2 stare at me........lyk.....his eyes.....kept on asking 4 d autgraph.....!!
"u wont find a tym wen ders no1 around......so....gimme yor book......i'll give ya ma autograph..."
"yeah right? y d hell do u think i asked 4 it on ma palm...........?"
i stared at him again........nd asked.."..er....whoott???? u've got sum intension 4 dat too?"
"hahaa........gud dat u knew it atleast now.......wen r giving me? i cant wait"
"ah..!cummon jayesh.........:) u must be kidding.."
"m not..!!! i do want it frm ya.........nd m quite sure u'll give it 2 me 1 day r d oder......widout my asking 4 it..."
":)...." yeah....i smiled...nd dint feel lyk saying anything against dat...
tym went on..........no one cud guess hw close we became after a few days.......it was lyk......a butiful relationship wid him........dat of a frnd's.....a best frnd's.....a crush's....nd a lot more..........
luved 2 c his face evryday...........!!
ndd er was he...himself......staring at me......evrytym...........in d brk....during d class hours.....wen i enter d classroom......nd in d lunch tym....wen me...priya....jayesh and reddy had our lunch 2geder....!
we spent d most butiful tyms of our life..........just 3 or 4 months.........but........dose days....wid him.....i probably go outta words 2 describe dem.....oww....i misss him a hell lot.....seriously........damn a lot.....!!!:(
december 21........d last day i met him......he was going.....yeah....d bloody transfer......:(
nd 24th.........we wer leaving 4 our native......!!! dis was 4 him......wrote it in d train.....wen i missd him lyk neva b4...........a poem.....d vry first poem i wrote........in ma class 9......( dunt laugh at d simplicity of d poem guys...........it.....thoh......it...means a lot 2 me.............a lot!!!)
how shall i start...
2 say abt d one very smart...
hu took evry bit of ma heart...
almost leaving not a single part...
d one who wasnt very gud...
wid whom i used 2 share ma food...
d one.........wen went away....i've wud...
felt very..very..outta mood...
d one who was able...
2 ask 4 ma autograph in his hand...
d moment i think...was d un4gettable...
moment 4 me on land...
the one and d only one...
who proposed me in school...
he was d only one....
nd was den.....very cool...
we had 2geder ..lots of joy...
we had 2geder ..lots of fun...
although we wer a gal nd a boy...
m sure he's just d one...
atlast came d day...
wen i learnt he was gonna go...
which took ma breath away...
wat a moment was dat.....Oh...!
it took me a lot of days...
2 realise he wasnt lying...
thoh he tried 2 make me understnd in many ways...
the moment which left me crying...
wen came dat dreadful day...
wen he was goin away...
i tried in many a way...
but i cudnt help maself say....
"good byee jayesh....."
on december....d 21st day...
yeah......dint tell him a 'bye' either......told him..."njoy yaar...u'll find hell damn hotties der.....in delhi....njoy evry secnd of ur lyf der.........dont give up flirting....remeber...i luvv flirts...."
his last wrds 2 me in school wer......"yeah..will find damn many hotties....wer shall i search der...2 find sum1 lyk u?"
................................................i dint turn back..........i moved on........wish i hadnt...wish i had held his hands....4 d last tym.........................
d unfulfilled wish of his................ma autograph.........yeah....cudnt give him......:(.........
wish i had given him d day he sked me 4 it....:(
jayesh....luv u......as always.....nd 4ever.....nd ever...........!!!
nd i miss u more..........:(
